Tuesday, 30 November 2010

Distance is just a test to see how far love can travel.

Sunday, 28 November 2010

I miss you so much.

I thought I would miss you, but I never realised how much.
The only thing that gets me through these long days and the next few months is the thought of seeing you again and being with you.

Saturday, 27 November 2010

Sunday, 21 November 2010

Distance never seperates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad because I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

Friday, 19 November 2010

Within you I lose myself...
Without you I find myself
Wanting to be lost again.
Why is it that when you miss someone so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate, you hear the saddest song on the radio?
When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.
It’s true we don’t know what we’ve got until its gone, but we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.
I'm a fish out of water without you

Thursday, 18 November 2010

“It’s not. It’s like a darkness that creeps over you and fills you. It drains all your emotions. It takes everything from you, and leaves you feeling hollow and numb. It’s not sadness, it’s not anger, it’s hopelessness. Imagine waking up and there being no colour. Walking outside and feeling no wind. Eating a meal and tasting nothing. Holding somone and feeling completely alone at the same time. When you’re depressed, it’s not a bad mood. It’s a numb, empty, hollowness that seems to never leave. It’s feeling alone in a room full of people. You feel like there’s no hope left.”

Thank fuck for telephones

Imagine life without phones. The way you can speak to someone half way across the world as if they are in the same country as you.

why am I crying after ending our phone call?

Wednesday, 17 November 2010

Hearing your voice on the phone made me weak at the knees and filled my stomach with butterflies.
I think I'm falling in love with someone who lives 4,690 miles away in another continent. fuck.
"Sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them."‌
There's oceans between us, and were miles apart
xxx

Tuesday, 16 November 2010

Take me back to Jamaica, and leave me there




Despite all the numerous non-stop dramas, I still had a wicked time in Jamaica, there certainly never was a dull moment.
Back in cold shitty England yet again and I'm already looking to book to go back in February :)
I just want to be back by the pool or on the beach, the place I love most with the people I love.
It's probably hard to believe but I have more solid friends in Jamaica than I do here. and I already miss them alot. The goodbyes are always emotional.